Wait, what..?

I just realized that it's the middle of November. Where has time gone? I just realized that my brother has been gone for 3 months already. I realized that my cat is moving out soon. I realized that it's going to get colder again. I realized that finals are in a few weeks. Wasn't I in Germany a few months ago? It feels like it never happened. Like a lot of things.

22 years. What a haze. It feels like the last 6 years have just flashed past. How on Earth did that happen..? What happened to high school? Doesnt' matter, it's just strange. What happened to Pembina Woods? Dave Quon? What happened to the Polo Club? Where are Neil and Trevor and I? We're not there anymore. What happened to my fish tank? What's happening at the Dolphin apartment? The Olivia? How on Earth are all those years gone already? They're just memories now.
I have a terrible memory.
I gave myself a stomach ache.